- Celine's Desires
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Bonjour
I've been away for so long... I'm a lazy sod.
I lost touch with my kinky side, so to make up I'm going to post an Image of myself for you to enjoy.
Damn after all, I think I will post more than one...Yeah!!!
Photos from a trip in Death Valley...
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Posted: Tuesday 27th April 2010, 4:35 PM
Shemale Paradise, my kind of site.
Bonjour mon cheri
I've been naughty lately, watching all kind of porn on the web, from straight sex to Gay and my favorite, Shemales sites. I've discovered a new site with all kind of free videos.
It's called "Mypornmotion.com" the content is pretty good, you can even submit your own porn video...I might do that, I'm such an exhibitionist. One thing is that the amount of videos is still pretty limited, but don't despair darling cause I've got another site where they have the sexiest shemales exposing themselves, beautiful trannies, a real turn on, try it and let me know.
Love
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Posted: Friday 25th January 2008, 2:48 PM
Crossdressing is in...
Bonjour
First, let me wish you a very Happy New Year! May all your dreams come true...
Back to our regular program...
Yes indeed, have you noticed lately , how crossdressing is becoming more accepted? In movies mostly... few days ago I was watching " stardust" an enchanting tale, of magic kingdom, love and adventures. I won't do a critic, there is plenty of it on the web for you to read...
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Some of the main characters are played by Michelle Pfeiffer, Robert de Niro, Peter O' Toole and others....
In one scene, the fearsome "Captain Shakespeare" played by "De Niro" of the Skyship "Caspardine" sails the Seven Skies with his Pirate crew... Back in his quarters, you find him in front of a mirror trying on a dress, he's already wearing a corset , at the same time, comes barging in the room some of his crew to warn him of an emminent danger... you can Imagine their surprise...?
And this is not an isolated case, I've seen crossdressing in many other movies... I don't watch TV but it's probably the same?
Any comments...?
Love you all...
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Posted: Friday 4th January 2008, 2:04 PM
A great new site fron Kinky.com
Finally, the site I was waiting for. TSseduction.com Few years ago I suggested to Peter ( the owner of Kinky.com )
about creating a site with Transexuals dominatrices. Being in San Francisco, it would be an Ideal location to find material and models.
Well , it looks like it didn't fall in deaf ears...
Here is a description about this new site: " Transsexual dominatrices give straight men the cock they crave for the first time. These are the most beautiful, hot, sexual, and sensual she-males with humongous tits, cocks, and loads for their submissive man-toy. Site features chicks with dicks teasing and taking control of men in bondage and forcing them to cum."
I'm sure you will like it as much as I do. have fun!
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Posted: Wednesday 19th September 2007, 3:34 PM
Transamerica, the movie...a must see for all of us
Bonjour!
I'm really bad at keeping this journal to date...
But today i feel that I must let you in to this wonderfull movie titled "Transamerica".
I have not seen this movie yet, I need to get out more often...I'm just commenting on what I read in
the "San Francisco Chronicle" here is what "Mick Lasalle" wrote
"Transamerica" provides the frame and the occasion for one of the year's best performances, Felicity Huffman's as a woman trapped in a man's body who's passing for female while awaiting a sex-change operation. The film is not about the sex change but about an adventure that presents itself about a week before the operation: She finds out that she is a father and that her teenage son is in jail in New York..."
"Huffman's shoulders carry the weight of a life spent being careful, so as to pass, so as to avoid getting beaten up, so as to avoid being treated like a freak."
Go see it darling...
Love
Celine
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Posted: Saturday 4th March 2006, 3:19 PM
Dressing the Part . A Kinky Lingerie Spread for crossdressers
Dressing the Part . A Kinky lingerie Spread
It's time to play dress-up, so I make a few calls and gather my favorite kinky friends who don't mind posing and preening for the camera. I like directing this number, gorgeous shapely bodies in styles of my choosing, prancing about half-clad for my enjoyment, a girl could learn to love this game! Here's what I'm picking out for my scenes of the day:
Danika, the Dainty Demure Damsel . This girl always looks innocent, but you know she's naughty under that coy exterior. For Danika, I'm picking out a lovely Satin Jaquard Strapless Corset, some Lace Top Thigh Hi stockings and the strappy Juliet Stiletto. It might be a slight change from her usual ruffled underthings, but I know she'll wear it well (for as long as it takes the other girls to strip it off her). Kismet, the Colorful Kinky Kitten . Always one for a colorfully good time, Kismet dons the Lavender Love Wear X Cross Teddy, the color says innocent, the O-rings say Spank Me Harder Mistress! Add some Opaque Stay-up Stockings and some Patent Knee High Boots and I'm ready to add some red to those exposed parts! Purr. Goldie, the Gorgeous Gangbang Goddess . I can think of no one better to wear this Zip Front Corset, one of my personal favorites. It screams sex. Slip her into some Bow Lace Suspender Pantyhose and throw on a pair of Chantilly Lace-up Booty Shorts and she's fierce and delectable! Bryce, the Buxom bondage Babe .Bryce gets my vote for the hottest girl in a Leather Harness Bra & G Set. Something about that strappy leather high-collared halter with ample room for ample breasts to expose themselves sets me all atwitter. To add to the leather babe attire, I'll fit her into a Leather Garterbelt w/Zipper and pair it up with some Sheer Cuban Thigh Hi stockings and a pair of Anita Rivet and Eyelet Pumps and she's ready to grab a Black Suede Flogger and give those other girls some attention! And now to bring them all together in one glorious romp. Time to get the camera rolling! I think it's time for a night out on the town with my girls! Damn it feels good to be a kinkster. Until next time, my deviant darlings, go out or stay in, but play play play! |
Posted: Monday 6th June 2005, 5:26 PM
Songs about transgendered love and transsexual angst
Bonjour!
Today as I was reading my daily news in the french newspaper "le monde" in the section "Culture" I found this article on a singer named "Antony" who is touring in europe, and is in Paris right now.
Antony and the Johnsons, le romantisme à vif.
That's the title of the article.
I have never heard of him, but what got my attention was the name of his band "the Johnsons" so I kept on reading, then the writer quoted some of the lirics of his new CD "I am a bird now" (It’s a collection of songs about transgendered love and transsexual angst.)for the song "For today I am a boy".
"One day I'll grow up to be a beautiful woman (...)/But for today I'm a child/For today I am a boy"
I found it intriguing (puzzling) so I went to the singer's website, where i was able to sample some mp3 and definitly his voice has something reminescent of " Nina Simone" the songs are languorous which is not really my style, ( I like my music with an edge).
this is from an article in the LA weekly by "Alec Hanley Bemis"
"Like many buzzed-about artists, Antony first grabs your attention via image and association. In person and in photographs, the singer is a striking figure, a chubby, 6-foot-plus cross-dresser. The cover of I Am a Bird Now extends this visual, featuring an iconic deathbed portrait of the transvestite and Warhol superstar Candy Darling. The album’s credits reveal guest appearances by a who’s who of androgynous singers drawn from four decades of pop — the Velvet Underground’s Lou Reed, ’80s icon Boy George, ’90s troubadour Rufus Wainwright, and Banhart, guru of today’s “freak-folk” scene. By presenting a united front, they seem to announce Antony as the next great voice in this lineage of gender-bent pop.
So you have it, I hope you like it...
Enjoy and have a good weekend boys and girls
Love
Celine
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Posted: Saturday 21st May 2005, 6:06 PM
Transsexual movie review
Bonjour!
It's been a while, what can I say I don't feel inspired lately, I'm longing for moving back to France.
I'm tired of living in the US,I've been here too long... I feel disconnected, I guess it has to do with the place i'm living in, 40 miles north of SF, rolling hills, cow farms,big pick-up trucks, good place to raise a family they say, hmmm... I miss the city.
I've been watching a lot of movies lately, and once in a while I stumble on some offbeat remarkable genuine movie like "Different for Girls" an English production, set in london.
here is what a critic(Stephen Holden) from the New York times says about it.
"If it weren't so beautifully understated, Steven Mackintosh's portrayal of a shy but determinedly independent transsexual named Kim Foyle in ''Different for Girls'' might qualify as the stunt performance of the year."
Then he goes on talking about the movie itself which I will no print. It's for you to discover it by yourself.
But I really do agree, the acting is remarkable, to a point that I was wondering if the "transsexual part" was performed by a real trans.
I just will add anther quote from his article:
" The screenplay is very scrupulous in detailing the process of sexual reassignment, from both the medical and psychological perspectives, and in distinguishing transsexualism from transvestism and homosexuality. In preaching the gospel of individual freedom and self-fulfillment and tolerance for all, it suggests that the land of the stiff upper lip is finally warming up after a long and bitter chill."
So if you have'nt seen yet, buy it, rent it, whatever you do , see it. It will make you feel good.
Love to all
Celine
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Posted: Friday 20th May 2005, 2:25 PM
How to create a stunning cat eye look
Yesterday I was looking for some info on how to apply eye makeup,( i'm so bad at it,and I'm sure I'm not the only one) this is what I found out.
It is easier than you might think to create professional looking, ‘sex kitten’, smoky eyes. This vampy look can be as subtle or dramatic as you wish. The tips below will create a more powerful look in black, but to achieve a more understated look simply select light grey, burgundy or dark khakis instead. Remember, a lot depends on your skin tone and hair color, so why not try a few different tones to see which suits you best?
Ingredients for powerfully sexy eye makeup:
* Black eyeliner - pencil. Ensure that it is sharp.
* Black eyeliner - brush. The thinner the liquid eyeliner is the better.
* Eye shadow brush. Thin stumpy bristles are best to maintain control.
* Dark eye shadow. Irridescent rather than flat matt (too hard), or shiny (too messy).
* Highlight shimmer for under the eyebrow. Avoid garish looking ‘high glitter’.
* A good eyebrow pencil. Try to select the most natural shade for you as possible.
* Eyelash curlers.
* Black mascara. Obviously choose a quality brand to avoid clumping and ‘spider eyes’.
Step-by-step instructions for smoky cat eyes:
* Apply your foundation, under eye concealer and powder.
* Using your black eyeliner pencil, start from the front corner of your eyelid. Draw a soft smudge line to the end of your lash line.
* Use your eyeshadow brush to apply the dark eye shadow over the top of the smudged line for a soft smoky look. Ensure that the edges are neatly blended.
* Then take the brush eyeliner and apply as close to your lashes as you can on the top lid only. Make the line as thick and pronounced as you wish, but make sure that the line is thickest at the outer corner, and thinner as you go inward.
* Apply another smoky coat of eye shadow with the brush to blend the harsh edges.
* Subtly blend your darker eye shadow up from your lashes to your eye crease. Then apply a shimmery highlight in white or cream under the outside corner of your eyebrow.
* Use your eyebrow pencil to make your eyebrow curve more pronounced.
* Curl your eyelashes, then apply thin coats of mascara, building the layers up gradually to avoid clumping.
Congratualations! You have achieved guaranteed show stopping impact! You go girl!
Et voila, I hope it works for you...
From a crossdresser to another
Be cool
Love
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Posted: Wednesday 11th May 2005, 5:34 PM
Naked on the cross
Damn it sounds like some kind of fetish about persecution, hehehe...
Nothing wild, just me playing with words, I'm speaking outloud about the photoshoot I'm planning for tomorrow...
trying to get inspired here... crossdressing, damn I could use some inspiration, I'm running out of outfits to wear, I have to get creative, any Ideas out there?
Don't forget to check my wishlist, I really could use some of that...
until then
Ciao Lovers
Marquis
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Posted: Monday 25th April 2005, 5:52 PM
Bondage in my Garage TM
Bonjour!
I'm sure you've already heard the term " Garage Band". I use to be in one.
Well now I'm a "Garage Photographer" what can I say, I always have some kind of attraction to the lower denominator. Call It negative thinking, that's Ok with me.
Unlike many of the more famous fetish photographers like SDG, KM, and others, there is nothing slick about my photography, ( I really can't afford to be slick...) So I do everything myself, I make my own props, wooden dildos, bondage furnitures, I use myself as a model and my wife once in awhile ( she's very understanding and a bit kinky) I call this bondage GarageTM.It has a good ring to it. I placed a trademark on it , whatever that means?
I like this type of photography , I just wish I could get more participants, gothic crossdressers out there you hear me! Shemales, transexuals , who would like to get their picture taken for their website or maybe just for fun, you can always fill in my mail form and give me sign of life, as I am still looking for other crossdresser, transgender blogs to exchange with. Not the ones run by a webmaster who's goal is only to make money from it and really has nothing to do with the scene. I need to see the pictures of the owner on the site , It gives some credibility.
Recently I got in touch with this girl "Lolitaonline"she's french and lives in Paris, I think that she achieves a pretty good look, go and visite her website, fill her guestbook and tell her "Celine" send you, she's very friendly and probably will answer back if you leave an email.
(don't let the word lolita misguide you,In france the book of "Nabokov" was published while banned in the US and England, although controversial the book was very well accepted in france. You can always do a search on the web and find out more about this book.)
I need more of theses...
Until then, c'est tout pour aujourd'hui
Love to all
Again, don't be shy, talk to me!
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Posted: Tuesday 22nd March 2005, 8:18 PM
Crossdresser on a Trapeze
That's what I called my Picture of the day, it was shot by my wife with a medium format camera, then scanned. what a lousy scanning job they did at the lab, Sorry about that.
I guess I will stick to digital for my photography on the web.
Being shot at a slow speed, using hot lights, it wasn't that easy to stand still in this position, damn the things I do for a kick and for you dear readers...
It's only a show... I love it...
Until tomorrow , crossdresser me says...
I love you all
Au revoir
Celine |
Posted: Monday 7th March 2005, 5:42 PM
The music I like
bonjour boys and girls!
Music has always a great place in my life, I used to play in bands back in LA , hanging with other bands like the "mau maus", the "germs", "45 graves" even the "gogos", but that was before they got signed, and many others , that was back in 1978, what a scene, a bit destructive but what can I say...?
Well for a while I didn't pay attention anymore to what was going on in the music scene, just listening to alternative radio, like KFJCor SomaFM
But now I'm kind of getting rejuvenated by some new bands coming out. Among them, two have made a strong impression on me, and that would be Interpol and " Fire Arcade" check their website and listen to the mp3s they have available for download.
By the way i'm not affiliated to any music store or such, I just want to share my enthusiasm for them.
Enjoy
Love to all
Celine |
Posted: Saturday 5th March 2005, 2:48 PM
She takes body, mind, & soul
Hello Boys and Girls
Forget crossdressing for a minute or two OK!
Today I want to let you in "Cinequest"
A film festival going on in my area ( SF Bay).
I downloaded yesterday the movie called "Seizing me", I must say the quality was amazing, and a very interesting plot...
You have to register as a member ( no big deal)
And also you must download using "Explorer" not "firefox"... sorry, that's the way they have it set up.
I hope you find it interesting too, something different , out of the mainstream... expand your mind...
Enjoy
Here is the link to their website:
Click Here!
And here is what I picked up from their website.
PIONEERING DIGITAL MOVIE MAKING & DELIVERY
SEIZING ME pioneered the use of the Panasonic HD-Varicam camera. It was the first dramatic feature film captured on this technology and demonstrates breakthrough artistic and technical achievement: a look and feel previously unseen in digital with brilliant cinematic colors, highly defined blacks and contrasts, and dynamic visual communication. (Note: this capture technology recently became hot news at NAB as Panasonic and Apple announced a comprehensive HD solution based on the HD-Varicam camera.)
SEIZING ME now leads the way in delivering HD content via the Internet. The entire movie was converted into a WMV-HD file, encoded, encrypted, and presented here on Cinequest Online through Kontiki grid-technology. The results bring you the entire feature film at breakthrough quality (a step above DVD) plus select scenes at HD quality (720 and 1080).
Most importantly, the pioneering use of technologies allowed the filmmakers to create a powerful movie of original and captivating content and style.
SEIZING ME, is a provocative psycho-erotic thriller about a troubled yet gifted woman, Rose, who captures three unique people, wanting to seize the pieces necessary to complete herself. The three captives represent wildly different aspects of mind, body, and soul. Ultimately these rebellious captives turn the table on Rose, becoming consenting participants, and leading to a shocking climax.
Through the startling use of sexuality, psychological violence, and power, the film radically explores the universal issue of looking outside of one's self rather than within to become a whole being. By facing this shadow aspect of our lives through an entertaining medium, SEIZING ME, ultimately offers transformation through this tumultuous journey.
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Posted: Friday 4th March 2005, 1:44 PM
Crossdressing animation
Bonjour, gutten morgen, hello! boys and girls...
Always looking for ways to create a more interactive blog, I played yesterday with one of my photo manipulation software, and came up with this animation, 
Oh la la! Funny isn't it? nothing great, just playing with myself... I guess one of these days I will have to make a video and see what I come up with?
Until then... I'll be seeing you ...
A demain
Love
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Posted: Thursday 3rd March 2005, 2:09 PM
Crossdresser with a wooden dong (a photo shoot)
That's to describe my picture of the day.
I shot this one just few days ago in my studio, and I must say it was a fun experience, as I basically do everything myself.
After setting up the background, using fabrics that I buy everytime there is a sale,( I love shopping for fabrics, looking for muslin, lace, velvet, oh yes! fine velvet hmmmm...
Then placing some props that I've been making myself , like the wooden dong that I'm using in the shoot, also the one in the background that I'm using for suspension, attached by a set of chains...Both end sculpted in the shape of Penis head... I also use on the set a St Andrews Cross that I also made myself.
Finally the set is ready, I decided to use hot lights instead of flash, to warm up the place ( I love the heat emanating from them).
Camera on a tripod, everything is ready...
I get dress, first puting on a leather outfit that I made myself ( damn I better start to make some money doing this, so I can afford to buy my props instead of having to make them) nonetheless I do enjoy making all this, I really get some satisfaction out of it, time consuming though... slip on my spiky shiny boots, going thru this process is a real turn on. I'm ready, "action!" I trigger the timer and place myself on the swing facing the camera, I compose myself, not always sure of what will make me look good, I try different positions, some works others really look funny, it's a learning experience
I change outfit and slip on a body stocking that makes me feel quite sexy, snap around my neck a studed leather collar again my own creation. This time I decided to show my face with all it's imperfections, even wearing my reading glasses to show my age, after all I'm not trying to "pass", I want to show "crossdressing" as a form of expression , there is no rules...
To complement this writing, I will add a sample Image of the photo session, let me know if you like it OK!...
Love to all
Celine
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Posted: Sunday 27th February 2005, 2:17 PM
Crossdressing is fun
Hello boys and Girls
Like the title says,"crossdressing is fun", just the Idea of trying a new outfit gets my juices going... I really need to get some new lingerie for my photo shoots.
It would also be good to interact with other crossdressers or transvestites...
My creative juices tend to run dry shooting by myself , boys and girls out there contact me if you feel like it?
Now it's time for posting my picture of the day ( photo du jour) what will it be? hmmm...
If you have any Idea of what you would like to see me wearing let me know :>)
Have a nice day
love you all
Celine
PS: I want to thank "Karla" from The crossdressing blog she wrote a very nice article on me and my photography, thank you Karla...
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Posted: Tuesday 15th February 2005, 2:21 PM
Inconnu Rendez Vous
You remember I told you how I was chatting with this man living in Paris I met on Alt.com. how we shared mutual kinks etc...
To my surprise, I received an email from him telling me he had landed already and that he was staying at a very nice hotel, a loft with two rooms and a kitchen and that he looked forward to meet us ( me and my wife)soon.He left a phone number.
I gave the news to Olga...
"Sorry I can't make it this time, I have other plans for the weekend" she said.
" It's ok, go by yourself and have fun, maybe next time I will come..."
hmmm... I didn't know if it really was what I wanted, I had already created a scene in my head, including my wife as a dominatrix.Taking charge of our encounter, maybe forcing me to dress up for him, something like that...
Well now I had to work out another scenario...
I called him anyway to let him know that Olga won't be coming. That didn't seem to bother him, he wanted to meet anyway, I could sense his excitement...
So I grabbed a bag and filled it up with all the toys and leather gear I could think of, plus some lingerie outfits for me to wear, it was gonna be a learning experience ( I admit It was my first time getting together with someone I barely met on the Internet, crazy me, always looking for trouble...)
To be continued
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Posted: Tuesday 8th February 2005, 11:18 PM
My Sex toys wishlist
Bonjour boys and girls!
I Finally got
my wife to take some pictures of me wearing my new Pointy boots, so shiny, so sexy hmmmm...I'm ready to go to town in theses...
Look at my picture of the day, you'll see what I'm talking about.
I made the mask I'm wearing, and It shows...ouch! the shape of the eyes is not quite as sexy as I wanted it, I'll have to work on this :>).
I think I will be adding the rest of this photo session to my site " CELINE"
I should make a wish list and maybe see if any admirers would get me some of those sexy outfits that I dream about but can't really afford, mostly in the lingeriedepartement... like this beautiful vintage lace shirt set I've seen at my favorite adult store or this "Rosebud Chemise" See thru fabric is soooo... how would you say...? tempting, rousing, exciting...
Some naughty sextoys... I know, I'm getting carried away...I'm a dreamer, what can I say...? If there is anything you would like me to see wearing in my photos let me know...
I'll do my best to oblige...
Ok that's enough for today...
Until then
I love you all
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Posted: Tuesday 8th February 2005, 2:25 AM
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